Well, here I am blogging without a hint of a subject about which to write, and an as-yet blank title field. What have we been up to lately? Hmm... normal, everyday stuff, I suppose. Work for Sean; cooking, cleaning, and laundry for me. :)
For inspiration, I look to my 2009 calendar. I like to record things on my calendar, and have for several years, everything from haircuts to lunch dates to what I had for dinner that day (sometimes, if it was especially delicious).
On this day in 2009...
- ate lunch with Cam and Sean at Cocheo Park at Vandenberg
- went to PT in the afternoon with my squadron, where we had a pushup and situp clinic
- went to Greek class at Grace (a pretty short-lived endeavor, because I was overcommitted and that was something I could drop, so I eventually did)
- Berlin called-- always a nice occurrence. We still keep somewhat in touch, now that she is at Beale AFB in Nor Cal. We appreciate how good she is at calling us-- something I want to work on.
- went grocery shopping, but I assume Sean went with me because there is a smiley face next to it. I actually do not like going grocery shopping, so I was so thankful he went with me. Even now we like to go together!
It is a pretty normal-sounding day, yet it's incredible how much life has changed since then! At the time, I was an instructor in the Training Group at Vandenberg. I had a corner desk in a four-pack of cubicles and had to show up at 7:30 every morning. I packed my lunch the night before, I laid out my clothes for the next day each night, and I carted around binders of lesson plans. I wore slacks or skirts, blazers, and high heels. I wore makeup
every day. People knew me as "Ms. Johnston" and I didn't tell them how young I was. I got hundreds of impersonal e-mails from base organizations. I was living in a cute apartment with my roommate Amy, and cooking lots of meals with beans in them until I found out she doesn't like beans. (I still sort of cooked with a lot of beans, and she had to pick them out, oops.) I was going to Bible study with an awesome group of people and we read through
Knowing God by J I Packer-- a pretty deep and insightful book.
Now.... I can wear sweats all day if I want to (and sometimes do). I put on just a little makeup before Sean gets home (sometimes), but he calls me beautiful even when I'm not wearing any. I receive no paycheck. I know the blessedness of waking up without an alarm, at whatever time that happens to be each day. I check out books from the library, everything from yoga to nutrition. All my high heels are in storage, or in CA. I rarely plan my next-day wardrobe. My only computer is Sean's laptop, and I don't receive tons of wide-dissemination e-mails.
But before you think I have turned into a super-slob, these things are also true of my world now: my husband comes home to me every night and appreciates the tantalizing aromas filling the house. He puts zero pressure on me to get an outside job. He thanks me for the stacks of clean clothes that "magically" appear in the closet. I
do dress up for church on Sundays. People call me "Mrs. Allen" instead of "Ms. Johnston." I feel rested and relaxed much of the time, because I am getting more sleep. I prepare some mean crock pot meals (and stovetop or oven stuff too, but I love my crock pot). I prepare menus and grocery lists. I make it my goal to have the laundry done by lunchtime Monday. I wear boots good for snow, which I encounter whenever I go out. I am learning to budget and be a good steward of our finances. I am learning what it means to be a wife! It's amazing and wonderful, and I am so thankful that is my "job" now. I am thankfu for where I've been, and where we are headed. It's an adventure!